Pieces Of Thoughts

Screaming out loud "I want all of these Items!"

2011-12-12T08:51:00.011+08:00

I'm a fan!

Wonderstruck Perfume

T-shirt

Bag Pack

Speak now necklace

Mine guitar ornament

Another day Another Drama (^_^)

2011-12-05T09:10:00.006+08:00

4th December

I went back home after finished night shift. Patients came non-stop till morning it was tiring but I don't have time to really complaint about it as my mind was occupied thinking about my financial problem and Amie going off to Japan. So slowly after 8am I got ready to go to LCCT. Here we go~

1. A minute I got into the car I received a text message from Amie that she had arrived at the airport. Opps I'm late. Its still okay cause its Sunday morning no traffic.

2. Driving along MRR2 received a call from Kak Sipah who still drowsy. So changed a plan, I got company! Yeay! Heading to bangi pick up Kak Sipah.

3. Singing out loud Adele songs and chating with Kak Sipah. Thanks love for listening. :')

4. Okay reached LCCT. Oh my god, "Parking Full!" Fine. Make another round and being me mistakenly turned left when I was supposed to turn right. Hey, its one way only. Along the road on my right there was so many cars parking illegally. So I was thinking to make a U turn and drove along the parking and reach the junction back. We reached at the junction but there was no way out as all the cars had blocked the road. Very nice. No choice, drove in reverse mode for 500 Meters? Yeah, reached back the 'One way road' crazily drove it off with hazard light on and got 1 nice honk from a old van :p

5. Finally found a place to park my car.

6. Met Amie and Is's family members. Hand Amie her wedding gift. Very simple.

7. While waiting for Abe Loh to arrive, I was excitedly talking to Is and Kak Sipah and he caught my eyes. He was sitting on the other side of the table eating fries. How come I didn't see him earlier? Handsome and at some point he was looking at me, me looking at him, awkward moment. Told Kak Sipah about it. OMG! Aaaaaaaaaa! Excited. Then as usual it ended there. Sad~

8. Finally, its time to go. With lots of love and prayers we all say goodbye for now to Amie & Is. Amie told me not to cry so I hold it. Once she's no longer there, it burst man. Haha. and Kak Sipah's friend 3 guys were passing by looking at me weirdly. Hehe.

9. Drove home kept it together as I was so sleepy. Alhamdulillah, safely reached home pray and sleep.

Sparkling Beautiful Moments

2011-11-28T17:28:00.013+08:00

November almost come to end. These past few months I step on those thorns along the path that I chose in my life. Painful, difficult, felt like breaking down but I kept moving. Along the way so many choices I had to make and it was not easy to make decision. Alhamdulillah, last four days I found roses, I smell happiness and started to smile as I walk my way home.

So. Two of my friends were getting married in the same weekends unfortunately heart breaking news I could only attend 1 wedding. No worries, most importantly both brides safely happily married now. Alhamdulillah, Thank you ALLAH for making the event meaningful and smooth. Nothing can make me happy to see both Ahlami & Haniza's Wedding Ceremony went well. Both looked so beautiful and I pray that ALLAH will bless you with happiness and endless love.

So many things happened along the way. Here some of the lists :

1. I can't sleep a night before flight to Kota Bharu, gastritis in the middle of the night. Worst, when I was in the plane. If anybody captured my face all the way to KB, they must laughing out loud. When I landed, run to the toilet and vomited like nobody's business. Fuuhh!

2. I just recover from viral fever and still finishing my antibiotic. Being me I left it behind in my house so no choice had to go to pharmacy once arrived in Kota Bharu. Confidently with rm 25 in my hand I went to the pharmacy and asked for Augmentin. The price was rm105. I supposed my face turn blue for few second at that moment. Lucky Fatin and Abe Ise were there so bought it first and pay them later.

3. Reached Ahlami's home, she was not well had fever stress induced I supposed. Cause suddenly water level increase along the road on the way to her house. Flood. 'Never mind, the nurse has arrived!' Haha. All I did was talking non stop making everybody dizzy. We pray hard, even suddenly it was raining in the middle of the night, we kept praying while sleeping and Alhamdulillah it was sunny on the next day. No more flood, errmm maybe little bit but improved.

4. Friday, Ahlami & Faiz solemnization

5. Went to PCB for outdoor wedding pictures. I just love the end results :)

6. Saturday, Wedding reception (Ahlami). Tear of joy of family and friends.

7. Busy taking pictures, I forgot my lens cap in Ely's Bag. Hehe as usual lah~

8. Sunday morning, body ached. Me and Kak Sipah suddenly became make up artist for the day. I hardly put make up on my face but then I had to make up the bride. Sweat! Lucky I'm emergency nurse, so there was adrenaline rush, and I think Ahlami was praying hard inside and we pulled it through. Fuuuhh. Alhamdulillah and sorry Amie for the flaws.

9. Sunday, 1200 hours Wedding reception (Faiz)

10. 1500 hours Sunday, was getting ready for flight back to KL. Received text for Air Asia flight delayed to 2045 hours. Its Okay, Thanks to Zaki I managed to check in via mobile saved my rm10. Editing photos while waiting for flight and I asked Muaz for keropok lekor that he was eating, he came to me gave me a bite. "kik gi" he said. Cute he asked to bite some more!. Thanks to kak sipah for sending me to airport and to auntie Pauziah and angah for picking me up at the LCCT.

There you go. Some dramas over there. Alhamdulillah may ALLAH bless everybody in my life, family and friends. I love all of you!

I Like You

2011-07-18T17:40:00.004+08:00

I like the way you smile at me

I like the way you say things

I like the way you responds on things that I said

I like the way you see things in life

I like it when you laugh at my jokes

I like it when you cares

I like it when you argue on our favorite songs.

I like it when you text me

I like you when you wear glasses

I like you when you not wear glasses

I like you when sad

I like you when you happy

I like you even more when you look at me

I like you even more when you asked me out

I like you even more when you always know to say the right thing

I like you even more when you get along with my friends

I like you but I can't tell you

I like you but you probably not too

I like you but it seems to good to be true

Still, I like you because my heart tells me to.

Things I Want To Do

2011-06-23T18:15:00.009+08:00

Spend my time for Thai Massage on 28th June

Buy Simply Siti Makeup Set. Or, mak abah share lah beli kan :)

Ohh I need this another 1. Will buy this 1 soon :)

Buy tripod. At least try get it this year. Not urget

Have dinner at Fullhouse :)

Open new account in Public Bank for Gold Investment. @_@

How Ironic. Want to save money still a lot to spend. Never mind, at least get your massage first. All the best Ina! :) :)

2 years in counting

2011-06-20T23:40:00.006+08:00

Photographer wanna be $$$ :)

To Paris with Love :)

I have a dream to go across Europe one day. I want to visit Paris, Rome, Spain and few other interesting places. So I wish that I can go with you 'Mr. Booth'. So from now on I work hard, spend less and save more money so that in another 2 years I probably get married to you and we spend our honeymoon travelling across Europe. Okay? Hehe. So where ever you are now, this is for you :) Cause I miss you but I can't really let you know that.

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love...

I don't know what to think
Is this real or just a dream
In my heart is where you'll be

I'll keep waiting till we meet

I write our names down in the sand
Picturing all our plans
I close my eyes and I can see
You, and you ask, "Will you marry me?"

Is it made up in my mind?
Am I crazy just wasting time?
I think this could be love
I'm serious

Boy, you know you really make my heart stop
Stop, stop...

P/s: Who ever you are, take care :)

Look at Me

2011-06-05T19:46:00.004+08:00

Congratulation to Filzah & Wan Sabirin. This song is for you and for my dear "Mr.Booth" :)

I would bet my life like I bet my heart
That you were the one, baby
I've never been so sure of anything before
You're driving my heart crazy

I can't hold out
I can't hold back now
Like i've done before

Darling look at me
I've fallen like a fool for you
Darling can't you see
I'd do anything you want me to

I tell myself I'm in too deep
Then I fall a little farther
Every time you look at me

How do you do that, babe?
Make me feel like I'm the only girl alive for you

I don't know what it is that makes me fall like this
First time in your arms I knew

The way you held me
I knew that this could be
What I've been waiting to find

Darling look at me
I've fallen like a fool for you
Darling can't you see
I'd do anything you want me to

I tell myself I'm gettin in too deep
Then I fall a little farther
Every time you look at me
Every time you look at me

Hobby

2011-06-02T07:15:00.018+08:00

Few years back I put a list of things that I wanted in this blog. One of them was SLR camera. Alhamdulillah I have it now. I added more things in my list now and one of them is to be great photographer at the end of this year, InsyaALLAH :) So along the way in my busy life I managed to take few shots. There's a lot more to learn and i'm up for it. Here are some of the pictures.

Muaz at the Airport

Ahlami's Convocation Day

Was captured in Singapore

Shahiraa Frey Khan Engagement

Munirah Engagement

Shazif's Sister and family

Friends

Baby

Cupcakes at Munirah Engagement

How was it? Wishing to capture outdoors with friends and a lot more meaningful pictures. Pray for the best.

P/s: Live Life, Love Life everybody. Say Thank you ALLAH everyday :)

Eat, Pray, Love

2011-02-16T14:29:00.005+08:00

I watched Eat, Pray,Love the other day and immediately after finished watching I send these message to my beloved friend Ahlami :)

"I just finished watching eat pray love. i love it! love every second of it! every word and i've gained so much knowledge from it. next, im gonna buy the book when im in kl. cant wait to read and i cant imagine how amazing the writing could be. must be inspiring, motivating and briliantly move my heart away i guess. i used to feel miserable at times. everyone did. but after watching that, there so much more that i should realize how lucky i am to have what i have now. and love, love will come! i just have to open to it. have to appreciate myself, enjoy and love every precious moment rather than seeking it randomly and do things recklessly without thinking and embarrassed myself over and over again. "

It was a beautiful story and a wake up call to me. I love it when Ketut said that to lose balance sometimes for love, is part of living a balanced life. I think that experience had thought me to be more careful when it comes to men. People used to take me for granted, used my kindness heart and trust then crushed it like a glass drop into pieces. Things like that made me scared to open my heart again or when I thought I'm open for it, yet when a man start to walk into my life I start to run away again. Its hard to believe even myself that it was that bad until I still scared to jump into loving somebody again. Even deep in my heart I want it so bad to fall in love how I used to feel before. So, yes Ketut, I will take that change to lose balance for love when the right man is right in front of me. and I understand now there's no rush when it come to love. I promise myself to keep positive and appreciate, and learn to love myself in order to let others love me as well. Like Felipe used to say, "Listen, balance, my darling, is not letting anybody love you less than you love yourself. "

I have to agree with Liz on her rule of Quest Physics, "If you're brave enough to leave behind everything familiar and comforting, which can be anything from your house to bitter, old resentments, and set out on a truth-seeking journey, either externally or internally, and if you are truly willing to regard everything that happens to you on that journey as a clue and if you accept everyone you meet along the way as a teacher and if you are prepared, most of all, to face and forgive some very difficult realities about yourself, then the truth will not be withheld from you." For me, Its a matter of taking chances and moving forward by willing to let go your pass and used every single bit of it as your guidance to make you a better person and lead your life with tremendous joy. Its up to you to make the choices and decision in your life and at the same time to be prepared to every obstacle that comes. Just remember that every road, every journey has it obstacles and that gives balance in your life. In the end, I just believe that we need to have faith in what ever we work for and keep on praying and keep our dream high. For what ever worth in the end, don't forget to smile and say thanks to God because without Him, we won't be able to experience what we have right now in our life. Thank you ALLAH.

P/s: Be great stay great as always :)

To sell : Nikon Coolpix p90

2010-12-30T21:53:00.006+08:00

Nikon COOLPIX P90 Other Features

Macro shooting from as close as 1 cm (0.4 in.)
16 handy scene modes for optimized shooting in various settings
Scene Auto Selector
Motion Detection
BSS (Best Shot Selector)
Optimize image (including monochrome filter effect)
Distortion Control for optimum quality when shooting architecture or landscapes
Five movie modes with sound, plus time-lapse movie mode
Active Zoom
1:1 size format
Time zone function for easy setting of multiple locations
Approx. 47 MB of internal memory
Hi-Speed USB connectivity

More at : http://www.nikon.com.my/pagearticle.php?pageid=197-48337ee727

-Used for 6 months.

-Good condition.

-RM1000 (negotiable)

-include: casing + charger + tripod + memory card

Contact or text : maslina @ 017-2773473

My Least expected event in Life :)

2010-12-20T18:06:00.005+08:00

Since young I played in my mom's clinic, sit in the ambulance followed my mom. And my favorite thing since young until now, I never missed to watch ER whenever I'm home. Time goes by and alhamdulillah without even really dream about it, I am now A degree nurse in Emergency Department in one of the top private hospital in Malaysia :)

I love spending my time racing cars and drifting in my awesome lappy after work, whenever I stressed up or I can say it is one of my hobbies. I didn't even think that one day I will be in the event or watch car racing / drift live. It just one the the thing that I love to do. And there I was at KL Formula Drift 2010. It was so awesome! If I got the opportunity to be part of it again, I would love too! Alhamdulilah :)

Noted that two above events were my passion but things that I never dream of. So I dream to have somebody like booth as my husband. Somebody that I can trust to protect me, to love me his whole heart, be a loving father and take me for who I am where he knows the truth of me yet still believe in me. I guess we have to wait and see :) YA ALLAH please make my dream come true. Ameen :)

p/s: To you, sorry I never write lately. Been busy. Promise you will hear from me soon. Take care of yourself, wherever you are :)

What I Feel

2010-12-15T00:12:00.006+08:00

"I made a mistake. I don't want any regret.."

"I understand, I missed my chance.."

"My whole world turn upside down.."

"This is me praying that this was the very first page

Not where the story line ends.."

"My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again"

"These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon..."

"Please don't be in love with someone else.."

"Please don't have somebody waiting on you.."

Love,

Walker1407

Dedicated to a Lovely Boy that used to be Part of My Life

2010-12-04T12:37:00.004+08:00

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I'd go back to December all the time

All the time

Time to change

2010-05-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

Can you, as nurses,
Evolve a health-care system
In which you relate not only to your role
in the system, but also
in which you relate to the broad changes
in your society now taking place?
Nobody has done that yet.
If you as a group could do that,
you would provide some
leadership for the
country.

-Maslina Yusak-

Emotions

2010-04-01T20:14:00.006+08:00

First of all.. I am so sad right now. Didi Benami was not in the running to become the next American Idol. After all things that happened yesterday, I was hoping for a good news today but...

Hm..lets reflect back things that made me smile for the last 2 weeks

I'm spending my time teaching super cute kids in Smart Reader, here what happened..

Milk is good for health or not...? Ikhwan answered confidently and loudly "No teacher! susu pun bukan kita yang punya" ( I was little bit lost there..then..) "Susu tu lembu punya teacher!" Hahahah!! LOL!

"Teacher2!! Hari ni Aqil pakai spender Ben 10!" said Aqil.

Iman came and help me sharping the pencils " Iman tolong cikgu ye?" After finished, he put his face near mine and said with his cute voice "Cikgu2, esok iman jumpe cikgu lagi ye" (I smiled and separuh nak pengsan cause he so shweet (^_^)! )

3 years old Trisha " chekgu! chekgu! nak Dukung!" Almost everyday she hug me and gave a kiss :) But YA ALLAH susah. Tak nak duduk dlm class..suke merayau. huhu :p

One day I was so tired, and they were so naughty didn't want to listen to me. So I acted I pengsan and baring terlentang atas lantai. Everybody then quiet and looked at me weirdly. I sat down put a very sad face and said," tgk teacher pengsan dah penat cakap takde org dengar'. Then Aina Najihah hold my face and kiss me few times. HAHAHAHA! (comel kot teacher die ni :p)

Sanjeeth and Karthikayen can't understand malay and english. So with Sanjeeth I used sign language and Karthi were were like ayam and itik and whenever he started screaming and crying, the very famous words " Amma come aa, amma come. Dont cry wokeyy?" LOL!!
Ain said "Teacher2, teacher ni cantek lah "

I saw Iman standing and I walked towards him and I stepped on somthing. belum sempat I asked what it is he said, "cikgu.....tu hingus Iman...." I pun jengket2 go toilet and washed my feet & hingus atas lantai tu. haha!

I'm in love with Ishraq yang nakal

Today, Iman sneezed twice in my class and he still got flu so twice la hingus die terpancut keluar.. Hahaha! And everybody wanna sit beside teacher. So meja yang panjang dan besar itu tak dipenuhi. Berhempet la dgn teacher Ina they all ni :p

There are so much more to tell tapi tak larat dah..haha.. here some pictures ..

Aqil, ISHRAQ, & Ee Jade :)

Iman :)

Si Comels sekalian :)

Inspiration

2010-03-31T20:45:00.003+08:00

Life is a gift.. and every breath we take is a gift from God. We all have the power to make the decision to either live life a 100% or just to float along, allowing influences to control our lives.

There is no right or wrong way of living this wondrous journey, but if we can live it the best possible way we can, enjoying everything around us.. being in "this moment" constantly growing and learning, appreciating and loving, we would be much richer for it.

-Ina-

Thank You Mong :p

2010-03-27T23:48:00.005+08:00

Time Gathering kat Sunway dulu..

Aku sangat la terharu dengan Encik Zulhelmi sebab..blog aku dah ade makhuk cumil ini! yeay!! hehe I took about 1 hour to just install this thing. Haha, so slow. Luckly Mong sabar. I asked same question few times pun jawab je... huhu.. Thank you momong ! haha Okay, pen off for today, Good night ...

-ina who searching for syafiq-

I'm Learning Photography (^_^)

2010-03-27T21:12:00.009+08:00

Look Out Point :)

Ring.. I Bought Myself (Searching for "Syafiq" Mode)

Cupcake Time Celebrate Birthday Kat Smart Reader Kids

Bobby Handsome :)

Ok la kan untuk skill orang baru belajar.heheh

Mystery Guy ....

2010-02-20T19:29:00.004+08:00

Here I am after MIA from this blog for so long.. Last year has been the toughest year I went through. Stupidity and silliness caused me to make very bad decision. I suffered the consequences. Again in an episode of my life, a lesson learned.

Fortunately, among all those mess I've been through I came across this guy. That day was Monday and I don't know what've got into me, I forgot everything when I come to the ward. No name tag, no watch, no stethoscope also. Only bring scissor and pen. All sharp2 things. Hehe :p . Worse thing that was my first day and first time managing the surgical ward.

So there I was marching up and down the ward surviving my very own first day. In the middle of messiness while managing the cubicles, he caught my eyes. He was there, quiet, looked shy and since morning he was never stop taking care of his brother. He looked tired I can see that but he still smile when people approached him. As I passed by looking after other patients, I listened to his voice. He was talking to the other elderly. So polite and calm.

Almost 12 noon. I was little bit panic, cause I haven't finish my report. Then, he called me cause I was the only person there that can help him. He asked me to help change his brother's position. He was exhausted haven't sleep since last night I guess. So while helping him .....

Guy: So you doing degree, going to finish soon right?
Me : Yes (smiling).. You still studying or working?
Guy: Im working, but since my brother admitted, I already 6 months leave and going back to work this Friday.
Me :Oh, I see.
Guy: Where are you from?
Me : Jerantut, Pahang.
Guy: Really? Eh, I actually from Temerloh.
Me : (Seem excited)..Eh, I thought you from here. (seremban). Interesting..
Guy: (Smiling) My dad worked here. Hometown in Temerloh. I'm working at Damansara and staying there. So you wanna work gov or private?Have you decide yet?
Me : (Smiling)..Haha..Still thinking. Maybe private. So you work as....
Guy: Oh, my company deal with oil & stuff. Sometimes I sail bout few months to send oil to Japan and all. We act under Petronas also. You go private lah. I only have diploma but my salary not bad. (Smiling)
Me : Interesting..I'll go private then.. Haha..Ok, I need to go, settle other things. I'll come and check on him again. Call me if any problem. I manage this cubicle.
Guy: Ok, thanks :)

Then I finished my shift, I waved at my patients and passed by the second cubicle, I turned and waved at him saying good bye. He smiled and that was the last time I saw him. His brother was tranfered to HKL and since that I never see him anymore. I went home and only then I realized that I had huge crush on him cause I cannot put his face out of my mind. I wish, at least I asked his name. Silly girl. I really really want to see him again. One day if I happen to meet him, believe me I'll be singing "Today was a Fairytale" all day long.. Hahaha :p

Rindu kat Mong :(

2009-06-01T19:31:00.005+08:00

Ni masa lepak2 ngn Mong :)

Kami ramai visit Mong :)

To mong and family, be strong..Berat mata memandang berat lg bahu memikul..We all here to support you, be at your side whenever you need it :) Friends Forever!

Sedekah kan AL-FATIHAH,untuk arwah adik Mong, Mohd Suria Hidayat. Moga ALLAH limpah kan rahmat dan berkat untuk keluarga Mong dan di permudahkan segala urusan.amin..

About me

2009-04-07T10:14:00.003+08:00

Ni quiz punye keje..aku jawab je..but turns out like 90% true.haha!

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

SEMESTA

2009-03-14T13:00:00.009+08:00

Suddenly I miss my school last night. SEMESTA..Bunyi macam gah je name tu kan?..But really, honestly if I was not in that school, I might not having what I have right now. A never ending friendship and lots of experienced that groom me to be a better person. I share with you few unforgettable things that happened when I was in SEMESTA :)

Form 1: Every time prep malam before the bell ring, all of us were already stand by at the door. Everyday was the same. Until one night, as usual I was rushing to go back and all girls from all batches were behind me..When I almost reach dining hall, suddenly one of my friend I saw from far, she was running so fast,damn fast and her face was so pale as if she saw a ghost! She shout, "run! run! ruuuuunnnn!!!!!!!"..without thinking I turned back and run so fast, I was so scared and all students before me were trying to run and go back to the class. While everybody's panic run for their life, I sempat saw along the "gajah menyusur" serkup berwarna coklat, kertas,buku tulis, kasut sebelah je, and bag. When I nearly reached kantin, all students stop cause we stuck, at stairs.Ha3x! I saw at the side of gajah menyusur,(kire short cut la konon) full of girls fell on top of each others. Haha! Keadaan mule reda and we finally went back to hostel. Funny thing is nobody knows what happened but when people saw 1 person run and scream everybody also run.Rasenye, that girl kne sergah dengan senior kot or nampak anjing I'm not sure. LOL!!!

filzah : hahahahahha..klaka la cerita psl form 1...aku antara yg dah smpai stgh jln, pastu tetibe nmpk segerombolan org lari ke arah aku..aku ape lagi..run for your life la..hahahahah...
aku dgr dieorg jerit, "TEBUAN!!TEBUAN!!!"
hahahahah..lawak kn dat time...serkup selipar beg berterabur..hahahahahahahhahaha

fikah : hahahahaha~!!
boleh jadi antara sejarah semesta yg plg bersejarah la..hahahah
versi saya pulak dgr ada ular sawa kat depan...
terlanggar tiang kot time tu..
adeh...~~
lawak giler nak mampos

Form 2: Haa..we had a drama competition. There was 1 part that I need to dance with the hero which was my dear friend Reza.. The thing is I was so innocent that time, ye la mane la pandai ade feelings2 nih so I did what the senior asked us to do. We dance and we looked into each others eyes very deeply. We not even blink our eyes! Ahaha! Goodness....Nasib la time kecik2..If sekarang buat mcm tu, mau pecah jantung berdebar punye pasal..Haha!

Form 3: I fall in love..I was deeply in love with MOHD NOOR AZARO..:)..hehe..And 1 thing that 1 really appreaciate until now was the "silence war"between me and yatie..For 1 week we went to class, came back from class and do sort2 of things together but we never talk. Gile kan..Huhu.After that, I think we learned our lesson and understand each other..and alhamdulillah it last until now..Friends forever buddy! Love ya! :)

Form 4: All students in our batch struggle to make Theatre Hang Tuah succeed and we did!! We fight, we cried, we laughed in the making of the theatre but yet in the end we get close to each other and again it last until now, boys and girls still in touch:) P/s: who ever stil have the cd please give me..Can't find mine..huhu. Oh ya, and this year also we letupkan lab kimia twice! Faiz punye kerje!..haha

Form 5: A few hours from sports day, all girls kejora were busy finishing few stuff for the next day. That night, I think Form 5 kejora we went to lab Bio to put our stuff. It was already almost 3am..Skali sampai2 lab kunci daaaa...While waiting for me to open the door, some of them ade yang tertido kat corridor. Huhu.. I panjat pintu belakang, try front door, open the window still tak sampai nak open the door. Then I used my selipar, masuk kan tgn ikut tingkap untuk bukak selak..Skali, selipar terlepas dr genggaman ku..haha! So we decided blk la and subuh esok pegi rumah cikgu amik kunci lab..So that night, I went out with 2 slipers and came back with sebelah je..Hehe..And KEJORA won for the fourth time in a row!! Yuhuuuu!! "Fight2 for victory!!!!

I miss and love you all..cherish our memories!!

Learning to understand

2009-03-13T16:16:00.007+08:00

Huhu..applying plaster of paris (POP) was our lesson yerterday. Most of us menyahut cabaran untuk pakai for 1 week.See how it feels like. Of course I was being excused cause I need to pray. So my lecturer put a backslap so that i can remove n put it back.. Honestly not even half an hour I already felt uncomfortable. Itchy! bur I cannot garu..Aaarrghh!..Mine I tak sempat nak felt warm and sweat pun cause bout 3pm I removed it..For my other friends they experienced it I supposed. So lesson learned. I can't even stand it for a day, imagine patient should have it for 3 months..*There is no such thing as "Nothing la, you'll get use to it" when somebody had POP!..So don't say such thing to your patient aight..:)

This morning I read someone's blog. I think he was talking about me..(hehe prasan gile kan)..but if it really me..I said thank you dear..Knowing you is one of the best things that happened in my life. All that nice things that you did will never be forgotten. I'll cherish each moments and effforts that you've done. I'm sorry again, those days when I'm with you, all I saw were flaws. I did not open my heart and I'm sorry.I was not ready yet..what ever it is, I still believe that if we are meant to be together, it'll happened one day:)Mean while, take care of yourself ya..

Well2..enough said here..hehe..This week kepale pening sket, ade plan yang terganggu but its ok. I believe things happened for a reason. (^_^)

Mood Swing

2009-03-11T23:39:00.005+08:00

Today was just another heavy day for me. My mood changed up and down...

Morning woke up late, tak sempat breakfast! (Not so happy)
8:30am~In the class luckly Harnesh bawak kek lapis from Sarawak (Happy)
1:45pm~Receive bad news: Ptptn bank in money next week (Really Bad Mood!!)
3:00pm~Pray (Felt better)
4:00~Cannot focus in class,sitting on the chair like ayam sejuk.IMU so cold (Restless)
4:45pm~Screaming from inside just wanna go back home (No mood,boring)
6:00pm~Fatin came to my house!! (So happy)
7:45pm~Went out makan. Fatin belanje:)thank you dear (Happy)
9:00pm~Came home and a guy came to fix internet line (Very happy)
12:o5am~Still happy :) Syukur alhamdulillah

Hope tomorrow will be a better day...
P/s: madly into this song :1,2,3,4 :)

Don't Give Up

2009-03-07T01:28:00.004+08:00

Have you watch it? How was it?..For me, it has been the best motivation video I ever watched. So, my dear friends or anybody out there, whenever you lost hope, you feel like giving up..please remember what this guy said.It not the end that matters but it matters how are you going to finish. Keep in mind that you gonna finish STRONG. We gonna finish strong no matter how hard, how long does it takes to fulfill our dreams. Believe in yourself. All the best :)

Love Story and New Semester

2009-02-16T00:15:00.004+08:00

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading-
When I met you on the outskirts of town.
And I said...

Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting, for you but you never come.
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think..

~Well, I got really shocking news last Friday. My favorite doctor got married last January. I almost fainted! Haha! No I'm joking. Just can't function for few hours. The next day i was OK. Maybe I get used of being disappointed. Luckily I didn't make any move or I just embarrassed myself! Huhu..

Hm..so semester 6 going to start very soon. Have to get ready. Few hard stuffs to handle. CCU & ICU nursing, trauma nursing(A&E), public health(home visit) and orthopedic nursing. 3 months only for posting this time. No time looking for a guy. Haha! No flirting, lets be serious and focus for final 3rd year. Unfortunately, there will be OSCE during End Of Semester Exam. Really, this means serious!! Break a leg!

Exploring Photoshop Is Fun

2009-02-04T00:17:00.009+08:00

ok tak?? :)he3x!

Tag: Three Ugliest Photos of You

2009-01-18T15:54:00.006+08:00

Aku tak tau kenape ngn diriku..haih..:p

Haa..huduh gile kan..syasya pun menjerit terkejut. Ha3x!

P/s: Yatie sori tak siap lg, tgh cari gbr, n pliz cari external aku..plisshh..wuwuwu!!

People to tag:
1. Shakira Hanim
2. Ahlami
3. Fiqah
4. Haniza Hanim
5. Filzah

Layan ~

2009-01-17T21:08:00.006+08:00

Tagged by Yatie

1. Do you think you’re hot?
Hot?? Hm..tak kot..huhu

2. Upload your favorite picture of you!

3. Why do you like that picture?
Cantek kot after edit,from my view la kan.huhu

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
Last weekend, at Sunway with Yatie, Jijah n Haniza :)

5. The last song you listened to?
Wanted dead or alive by Bonjovi :)

6. What are you doing right now besides this?
Chatting with Iqbal

7. What name would you prefer besides yours?
Adha or Irine Natasya

People To Tag
1.Ahlami Wan Muhammad
2.Syafiq
3.Mamat

8. Who is number one?
The most sweetest friend ever..hehehe

9. Number three is having a relationship with?
Have no idea, single kot ..he handsome and gula .. :p haha!

10. Say something about number two?
He's cool guy. No.1 and No.2 is madly in love..haha!

11. How about number four?

-

12. Who is number five?

-

To my favourite Doctor :p

2008-12-10T17:35:00.006+08:00

I'm tuggin' at my hair
I'm pullin' at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows

I'm starin' at my feet

my cheeks are turnin red
I'm searchin'for the words inside my head

I'm feelin' nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
Cuz i know yur worth it
Yur worth it yeah

(chorus)

If i could say what i wanna say
I'd say i want blow you... AWAY
Be with u every night
Am i squeezing u to tight?
If i could say what i wanna see
I wanna see u go down...on one knee
Marry me today
Guess i'm wishing my life away
With these things i'll never say

It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to u whats on my mind
If it ain't comin out
we're not goin anywhere
So why can't i just tell u that i care

Cuz im feelin nervous
Trying to be so perfect
Cuz i know yur worth it

chorus

What is wrong with my tounge?
these words keep slippin away
I stutter I stumble
like i've got nothin to say....

Things I wanna Buy ........

2008-12-09T22:27:00.004+08:00

Ape dalam kepale ni ek...Haih lots of things have to wait after grad baru beli.. OK..ni die list :

Guitar
Jam tangan yang sangat best
Blous yang cantek2
Nice Heels
Digital Camera
Video camera
PS 2
New Phone
Nice new tudung
New Jeans
Nice Necklace
Nice silver ring
New Bracelet
Perfume "THE ONE" Dolce & Gabbana

*Can't remember all..to be continue..hehe

Proud being a nurse...

2008-12-03T21:24:00.010+08:00

Ok now.. It has been 2 days I didn't get my sleep at night. Labour room punye scene always playing my mind until my brain tak dapat nak rest til morning. I forced myself this morning to wake up, I mean I want my sleep! Adoi..sabar2..When I reached labour room there was only 1 patient. So after kemas2, top up things, intrument and all, I start jage the patient. She was there since 1am in the morning. So dah 8 hours she was in labour room without eat anything or drink. As time goes by, few patient came in 3 or 4 only. So basicly tak ramai la today. Maybe at night kot.Huhu..I concentrate on her, time her contraction every half an hour and so her vital signs. Her pain not so strong when I came. So I sit there really talk to her.

This time is her second child. Previously she undergone caesarean section so basicly first timer spontaneous vagina delivery. Obviously she takut. And I lg takutkan her when I explained everything that gonna happened in next stage. Ha3x! Everytime she heard somehting mcm scary a bit kan, she will open her eyes so big! Indicate she so scared.He3x..I said," dont worry too much, it will affect your fetus. There was nothing in the world can bit the pain during delivery process. So imagine lah.It will be so painful. Mostly like I saw before,the most painful was when it almost time to delivery when the fetus head already came down and trying to get out. I said, now contraction pain you still can bare it. But when the fetus start going down the pain will be stronger and you start feeling more pain at the back, waist, and leg. Extremely painful. I say this not to scare you but to help you prepared. Like I saw previously a lot patient not mentally prepared. When the worst part come they xsabar, shouting, meronta-ronta and push too early. Tak boleh mcm tu. Nanti bengkak at vagina part, tear and more pain. When baby head is almost came out mmg rase nak push, but please remember not to push until I say so.Os must be fully open, kalau tak bahaye nanti." She look at me and said,"dah pernah beranak ke dek?"..haha! I laughed la..Tu la,byk sgt ckap dh mcm mak org.huhu..

About 11am she started to have strong pain. Back ache. So I started massaging her back and my friend Wai keey also there to reassured. Ok when they start having back pain, this would be the time that my friend and I paling xsanggup nak tgk. Seriously ,mmg xsanggup and tak sampai hati. Sakit sgt2. Suddenly tgh sakit, she genggam my friend's hand and said 1 word.."lapar"..YA ALLAH, kesian nye!!!! Helpless..cane ni, tak leh wat pape. Terpaksa la reassured again. As soon as she bersalin then only we give milo and all. It was 1pm. The pain become stronger and stronger. She turn left, turn right and left again. No position can make her feel comfortable. She really hold my hand tightly now. She push! I said, please dont push, please dont. She said "tak tahan!!"..Again, "please dont push,blom lg,mmg rs nak push maksudnye dah nk dkt la tu. tapi kene sabar sket..Please"..

1.50pm: "tak tahan"..and somehow I felt better I call somebody now. So I called nurse and she check, the head dah sampai.It was there. So now, position the patient. My friend and I beside her holding her head. My other friend came to support and together with the nurse we shout ,"puuusshhh, lagi10x!! ok tarik nafas push lagi, panjang lagi and some more!!"..The same words we said again and again.!She mcm nak pitam, I said, "bangun puan! bangun!kepala dah nak keluar.Jangan macam ni! Kuat smngat!"..Push again and this time has to cut, episiotomy. "blup"..baby head came out,and 1 other push and... "BABY OUT! 2.05pm!" the nurse shout. Labour room was quite riuh with my voice, yen sze and wai keey. Ha3x!..Other student that came for noon shift laughed at us cause I think because we also teran and narik nafas together with patient.Ha3x!

******Best part was..It already pass 2pm..So I came to her and congratulate her. Baby boy as what she dream off. She look so weak and she put her hand on my face and said " tq syg...terima kasih byk2 ye syg tlg akk"..she dah bergenang dah..adui, cane nie I pun dah sebak. "takpe, bukan ape2 pun, tahniah ye, saye blk dl :)".....And I went back today with a nice, memorable and best gift ever..a "THANK YOU" from a patient.******

Waaaa!! ALHAMDULILLAH..tu je yg dpt I lafazkan now... I don't knw. Today was the only day yg I btol2 stay with 1 patient. Previously ade la jugak help org len and tggl my patient on and off cause kne help others, but today I really whole time with her. So satisfaction was there...And what really made my day when she put her hand on my face and say tq. Yeay! 1 more person love me! ALHAMDULILLAH!!

First day in Labour Room

2008-12-01T22:36:00.007+08:00

Hm..ok,how do I start..Aha yes!.."PAIN!!!!! Doctor! Please help me doctor! Please doctor!".. Wow! Now that was my second patient in labour room today. So leave it first, I tell the very first moment I step-in in labour room..Here's what happened..

I go in with my friend Wai keey. Both of us do damn nervous..Takut man..Bukan takut see people deliver but takut we all so lost. Huhu..Labour room must act fast when somebody in labour. But that's ok our friend, morning shift people ade, then they say what to do and all. Orientate sket la kan..Then suddenly, 2pm sharp, somebody dah nak deliver! Gosh I can see the head! Aaaa! actually I shout from inside..I totally stunt and stood there looking and looking at the scene.Haha! I didn't pening, loya nak pitam and all that. Just amazed sgt kot dengan ape yg berlaku. So I really like stood there until the placenta came out. By the time I saw the placenta right, Huyooo! Kagum again. "haa..sape nk blaja check placenta?come.." the nurse said! Monolog: "I want! I want! Nak pegang!"..stupid I still stood there like a tiang lampu. Until la my friend ni nak go timbang the placenta I said "op! op!..kejap! I wear glove"..so I pn cuit2 sket then my friend go weight the placenta and wrap it nicely to give to the mother.

That was my first 20 minutes in labour room. A spontaneous vaginal delivery (SVD), a baby girl :)..One of the doctor noticed when I stood there kan,she said "first time ke tgk delivery?" I said,
"yup, my first time, first day and first minute..huhu"...Ok come back to my second patient...Ayoo... she realy susah..Shouting and shouting. Doctors come and go keep reassured her and everything, but she still the same. So restless. adui..I keep reassure her, bg semangat all but it seems so useless. she mcm block all tau when people reassure her. cause after we finished our sentence sume tu, she start again."Doctor! Doctor please help me.."I also helpless last2 keep on massaging her back only lah until take turn with other student. That one was tough. Finally, at 7.45pm kot she delivered.Itu pun labour room dh mcm stadium Machester..Banyak supporters!..HA3x!

From 7.15pm I started time contraction for other patient. 4 :10:35 means 4 times contraction in 10 minutes last for 35 second. but after that the pain was so strong until I pun kesian sgt tgk her like that. Tapi I pun tak tau nak buat mcm mane.Hold her hand, massage her back tu je. Then I ask my friend look after her while I go pray. Came back after pray, worst! She dah cry dah! It was like every minutes is her contraction. This time no more holding hands.. gengam, lengan I, and tarik baju!.haha..I tak kesah. Suke je..Kesian.I keep massaging her back and my friend pun. I sgt2 helpless when she said " dek, tlg dek, sakit.."..adui..mcm mane..I said lah I was there with her, ask her selawat together and keep reassured. At 9 sharp! Baby came out! so big laa!!! adoi..patut la ssh nk came out. Badan besar the head ape tah lg..huhu..Ape pun, ALHAMDULILLAH. I think I org paling kuat skali said once the baby came out. He3x! Lege gile tau! adoi...I just love being there for somebody! Hope this good things will stay with til I die lah eh..InsyaALLAH. Tired! Got to go..bye2! nite everybody! :)

New Interest (",)

2008-12-01T00:15:00.005+08:00

Hey there..has been quite a time I didn't write here. Guess what..I just finished watching barbie again..I got this new interest or should I say new hobby, pass 2weeks before. Since then almost every day, every time I came back from work,I'll watched barbie..so cool! its totally cool. Its about, magic, singing, dancing, true love, friendship and dreams. You know.. after tired all day, facing people which is most of the time tough and so much demand, its heavy. Its tiring. So why dont sit back relax and enjoy little bit of fantasy. Princess and prince charming! So nice..:) But its not only that, you see...you'll learned about how important friendship is. How be good or bad will determine our future. Actually maybe people thought that all these suitable for kids..Its true, they could learned from here but an adult would have a better understanding. Like me. He3x! So! I list down some that I've watched..

The Barbie Diaries
Barbie and The 12 Dancing Princesses
Barbie and The Diamond Castle
Barbie in the Nutcracker
Barbie as The Island Princess
Barbie as The Princess and The Pauper
Barbie in The Christmas Carol
Barbie of Swan Lake

So far I've only watched that 8 stories..Tell you, so nice..Should try watch sometimes ok?He3x! Aight, I finished my case study on Obstetric. 2 more weeks. Can't believe I'm finishing my posting. I just love this 2 month posting..Even there are 2 more weeks to go, could be the worst and toughest! But so far I love it! This week I'll in labour room. WOW! what an experience. Looking forward. I'm sleepy already. Good bye for now! Have a nice and sweet dream :)

I was Born to tell you I love You

2008-11-13T09:09:00.005+08:00

New favourite group! SECONDHAND SERENADE..check out their songs.. Few that I suggest..

Fall for you
Your call
Stay close, don't go
It's not over
Vulnerable

Aaaaah! Both my hand is aching. Yesterday tough day I should say. Suddenly babies yang senyap, easy, became..i don't knw, agitated? Cry so hard, want to feed also susah..Kembung kot.Or they just missing their mom. So, end up I got 3 babies vomit on me and had to fed 1 baby really sitting down like 30 minutes. I just love the moment where I sit down and really carry the baby, trying to make her settle down and she keep quiet. Eyes and eyes met, just as if she's my daughter. Gosh! Anak org tu maslina!.Ha3x..Beside, she bukan can see me pun,only hearing my voice yang tak berhenti asking her to calm down and cepat2 habiskan susu.Huhu..Jahat aku! Ok anyway, in SCN is different from other ward. Other ward nothing much to do unless got lots of patients. In SCN, byk feeding!.Huhu..So far, love working in paeds ward cause nurses are not so bad..most are very kind. Less stress I guess..But smlm mmg I went home dalam keadaan bau muntah! Ha3x..Muntah baby xpe.Oh ya, while changing 1 baby's pampers, die pancut kat I..Ha3x!..hadui..Redha2..Ok got to go..Bye2

Take 5 With tagging..

2008-11-11T23:49:00.016+08:00

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time: 11.50pm (baru balik from mamak stall.hehe)
Name: MASLINA BINTI YUSAK
Sisters : none, I sorang je daughter in family, [along n kak syikin kakak la tu:)]
Brothers : 1
Shoe size :7
Height : 159cm
Where do you live : Now in Seremban, Stay in Bukit Jalil, Home In Jerantut

Have you,
ever been on a plane : Nope! One day I will!
Swam in the ocean : Mase dulu2 kat Beach
Fallen asleep at school : Most of the time! Haha!
Broken someone's heart : Yes I guess..Im sorry..
Fell off your chair : YES. Skali kot
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Not really right now..
Saved e-mails : All that yg I rase important je..

What is your room like :Kadang sepah kadang2 clean..hehehe!
What's right beside you : Books!, botol air, wallet and phone..
What is the last thing you ate : Teh tarek and roti pisang..(baru blk dr mamak

Ever had,

Chicken pox : Yup! Once..
Sore throat : If got confirm nak demam la tu!
Broken nose : Block pernah, broken blum.haha!

Do you

believe in love at first sight : Hm..yes i guess. I do!
Like picnics : YES2! Best2!!

Who was/were,

The last person you danced with : With patients in Psychiatric ward.Huhuhu!
Last made you smile : YESTERDAY NOON, WHEN MY FAVORITE DOC SMILED AT ME!
You last yelled at : Never! ye kot.mengamuk sorang2 ade la.haha! (you guys tell me la.Mybe i 4got)

Today Did You,

Talk to someone you like : Nope!! :(

Kissed anyone : 1 BABY:)
Get sick : Alhamdulillah, sihat je:)
Talk to an ex : nope!
Miss someone : YES!!!

Who do you really hate : No one.....
Do you like your hand-writing : Hm..not really..berubah2 lah..depends on situation.Ha3x
Are your toe nails painted : nope!
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : My parent's
What color shirt are you wearing now : Black and grey

Are you a friendly person : Ye kot..(you guys should know better)
Do you have any pets : Currently nope
Do you sleep with the TV on : Nope! membazir electric!haha
What are you doing right now : Focusing on this thingy la...
Can you handle the truth : WOO!sometime its hard, i can but not always easy.agree anyone?
Are you closer to your mother or father : Both
Do you eat healthy : Er..tak sure! If at home ye kot!huhu

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : Nope! BURNED ALL!
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : MOM, AHLAMI,ALONG and YATIE
Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Tengok keadaan. Most of the time loud!
Are you confident : Have too and still building it!

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire,
1. bawak mak abah adek p haji
2. buy nice house
3. buy mini cooper
4. bawak family, yatie,amie and future hubby p jalan kat paris, italy and mane2 yg besh2!!
5. if duit tak habis lg..bli ..ASTON MARTIN!haha..yes!

5 things I was doing 10 years ago, (i was 11)
1. paling byk wakil hafazan
2. men bola baling
3. slalu ponteng sekolah agama tgk cite hindustan
4. selalu nek basikal petang2 round kampung
5. bz body if ade case kat klinik..heheh (budak kene sunat pn sebuk nk tgk!)haha

5 of my bad habits
1. cepat lupe
2. liat nak bace buku
3. kalut xtentu pasal
4. suke tido!hahaha!
5. last minit person..haih...

5 places i've lived/am living
1. quaters klinik kesihatan
2. tekam plantation resort (current)
3. bukit jalil (current)
4. tasek mewah seremban
5. rumah yatie (hehe...most weekends)

5 persons to be tagged
1. Nur Hayati

Can Be A Mother Already! Hehe....

2008-11-10T19:29:00.009+08:00

Today was my first day in SCN (Special Care Nursery). I was a little bit late cause as usual since school lagi, susahnye nak bangun pagi. Hehe.. So when I reached there they already passing report. While I was walking kan, I looked kiri kanan and each room yang ade. "Waaaahhh!!, ramainye. Banyaknye baby!(Sounds like upin & ipin when they see drumstick)"..LOL!..Ok then, I cepat2 changed to our grey scub suite. Hehe..After that washed hand and get ready to work.

"Ok dah basuh tangan semua? Now each of you take and bring 1 baby here. We do top and tail. Alright, follow me. Cabut semua baju, take all ye. Then ambik cotton dalam gallipot tu, swab both eyes. Follows by body and legs. Then lapkan kering2.Prepare baby and after this can feed ok"...Haa.. That was my first instruction. Staffnurse Linda name die. She very good sebab teach us awal2 pg lagi. So I tak lost pn hari nie.He3x!

Ok, after finished top & tail, time to feed them! Wah bestnye! Actully that time xde la lambat sangat pn, but the babies dah screaming punye la lapar..Haih...kalut2.Hu3x..Time feeding tu pun I cannot tahan tengok baby so cute!..So sebelah tangan hold the syringe and the other hand play and usik2 baby tu..Kesian semua baby yang I fed..Asek kne usik je.He3x..Sorry!Eleh, tp when nanges, aku jugak yg dukung..ha3x!Best2! Love this work..And after finished feeding took vital signs sume and checked blood sugar. :) To all the babies, sorry I cucuk you guys!

Ok free time, pusing2 see babies.Read case notes and all. I look after triplets babies. But got first and second baby of the triplets je. The third one ade with her mother kot. KECILNYEEE!!..I hold her kan adui besar lagi my palm.(tp my palm memang besar pun..haha)..Ade case of MMSL(Moderate meconium slight liquor). Means baby in distress before delivery and past meconium in the womb. So what they do after delivery, cepat2 intubate and clear the lungs from all meconium yang the baby might tertelan.huhu. And off course ade BIG BABY!..trok btol..usik pn tak respond. Bertepuk tampar habis.Lembut la tapinye.He3x..

Ok, best part, consider la eh..When I was playing with 1 baby, dukung and manje2kn baby tu, my favourite doc lalu and stop, he smiled and said " Aik, anak baru eh"..Waaahh!!..happy this! hehe..I pun smile je lah...:)

Ok,11am after checked pampers cleaned all babies sape yg PU(pass urine) & BO(bowel open)..time to feed again. Ok after finished all, left the twins, triplets tu. Sebab no rylse tube inserted. Told the nurse, she asked me to insert. I learned but in adult biasa lah. Ini baby 4 days old. Cuak2! huhu..Last2 nurse pun ade work, my friend inserted the other baby I took the other one. Habis twins tu we all kerje kan.Ha3x..No lah. Easy je, cause baby suck kan, so smooth the tube tu masuk. So cool! Tak sedar pun my hand didn't shake and I didn't sweat sebab nervous.Huhu..Insert yg adult punye, that day, berpeluh macam main hoki! Gile, dah la patient restless siap tarik ryles tube yg penat2 aku insert.Huhu!Ok, babies semua selamat disusukan.Ha3x!

1 hours before finished shift we play je with babies yg ade. Yang cry I carry then senyap lah..Then the others pulak cry, put this one and carry that one. Satisfied when I carry they quite je. I pun dah expert carry babies! Yeay! 1 day je tau. Before this punye la takut. I think maybe sebab dah ramai sgt babies so tak sempat nak takut2 nie..Baby 1 day old pun dah carry dengan penuh keibuan.Ha3x!..Suke3x!!!!!Ok, pen off lah..Hope tomorrow will be better:)

It's Raining

2008-11-04T15:02:00.005+08:00

-Still raining heavily outside-

I just settled down after came back from hospital. Haaaah...Nothing much in ward. Pass 2 days been attending updates on Obstetric. It has been also 2 days I haven't seen my favourite doctor. Sigh~...

My friends said he's now in SCN..? Or what ever they call it. Hopefully he will be there till next week. Ha3x..cause next week is my turn to go there and learn..Takut jugak cause kt sane sume nye super small..baru lahir kan..tp ade jugak, few cases big baby. 4-5 kilos..DM moms..So looking forward also lah..Then only I start my O&G posting..Finished my paeds for 1 month already. Wah, so fast kan..

So anyway, got lots of homework..but still I'm going to sleep first..Tired!!! Hu3x..ok till next time...Right now, I'm missing my mom, dad, bro and amie!

Favourite Song

2008-11-03T20:31:00.006+08:00

"Someone's Watching Over Me"

Found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me

Status Update!

2008-10-27T00:24:00.012+08:00

Nothing special. I'm still single.. ha3x!..good news i'm posting in paediatric ward now. Cute doctors, cute little patients and die hard germs!!..Oh the last one wasn't really good news. he3x..Been there for 1 week end up with mild fever, bad sore throat, bad cough and mild cold. Alhamdulillah getting much2 better now.

By the way, I didn't go back pahang for Diwali holiday cause I just started posting. So weekend I hang out again at Yatie's house lah...Went to her alang's house yesterday. Heaven!! lots of food.. I ate sepuas-puasnye! Huhu..So nice, got nasi, got satay, soto, bihun sup, cakes, puding, coaktails and I can't remember some more.Really enjoy the food.(",)..Thanks alang!

I just finish read novel titled HATI YANG TERUSIK.. Nice story.. by Nia Azalea. But still i think KAU YANG SATU her first novel lagi damn nice.:)...Apepun...nak nye rase bahagia like most of my friends now. Shakira, moon ,yatie and amie. But I think me myself not really ready for relationship. Just not yet.. waiting for the right one I guess..But then how do I know he's the one?..Aahh. I need to prepare myself first, bersihkan hati, lapang kan dada, kuatkan iman.. mudah-mudahan ALLAH perkenankan doaku..InsyaALLAH..:) Mahu lelaki seperti Fahri?atau, Fahrin?or Shahid kapoor?..haha...again,I'm dreaming..Pen off................

ALLAH lebih sayangkan sahabatku Nurizan...

2008-10-06T22:19:00.005+08:00

.........AL-FATIHAH..........
Untuk arwah sahabatku Izan..

Hari ni, my first day in Hospital Bahagia Tanjung Rambutan. The place is so huge!..They have 80 wards. I will start my post tomorrow in rehab ward. Hope I can do well there.. Looking forward to know their history, read their case and much more. I love the place because the environment outside so nice.. Lots of trees, big-big fields, and here also got kebun. Lots of tebu, pisang, and dragon fruits..Ade jugak rambutan, ciku, betik and avocado. Nice environment. Don't like KL..Argh!..

After I came back to my hostel today, I received a message that my friend just pass away. ALLAH love her more. She has been sick since form 5. Semoga ALLAH mencucuri rahmat keatas arwah Nurizan..Kepada Aie...kuatkn semangat,terus kan perjuangan begitu juga untuk kawan2 yg lain. Sepanjang berkawan with arwah tak sempat nak ziarah time sakit. Yang tinggal hanya lah doa. Xde mase dah untuk buat jahat atas muke bumi ALLAH ni. Do good, be good and pray for keberkatan dan petunjuk from ALLAH...supaya tak sesat and terpesong akhlak..

YA ALLAH..beri lah petunjuk dan hidayah pada aku dan seluruh keluarga ku..begitu juga kepada kawan2 yang aku sgt sayangi. kenalan2 yang aku syg. Murah kan rezeki mereka2 yang sentiasa berada disisi ku waktu senang dan susahku..aku bersyukur kepada MU atas kurnian sahabat2 yg sentiasa setia menyokong dlm setiap keadaan dan yang menghargai friendship ni..i love my family and my friends..YA ALLAH, permudahkna hidup kami..amin..

Feeling........................

2008-09-25T00:09:00.012+08:00

Intro: Defence mechanism according to Freud's Psychoheory,is responces use by individuals to protect themselves from internal conflict and external stress. Why I'm telling this is simply because I think my defence mechanisme is being traumatised and has become very weak. Hu3x.. So I considered my self a little bit depress this week.

Cumilnye kucim itu...(",)..I have no idea what i'm doing right now. I still have lots of notes to finish off. Tomorrow morning I have my last paper for test 1. Mental Health and it is 4 credits. Damn!.. This whole week was not interesting at all. I'm bored, alone and not happy at all. Aaaahh...mom,can't wait to go home. Raya is around the corner. Hope when i back at home I will enjoy myself and forgot bad things in here..

Hm...Am i too nice???Or not good enough???It seem like i tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it. So lesson learned. Be MYSELF!!! Tired of pleasing people yet they never appreciate it. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!! Betul kate pepatah melayu "buat baek berpada-pada, buat jahat jangan sekali". Dulu I never understand why buat baek pn ade batasnye?..Until I experienced it. Circumstances and situation make me think and realized that there are some people out there who really take advantage on people. Use people to please themselves and to get what they want or achieve. So stop being so nice. Be nice but appropriately and don't expect anything back. One thing that i learned pass few years, expect the unexpected. Don't put too much hope on people. Don't get involve too much when you barely know them. Don't suffer yourself because of selfish people cause u deserve to be happy in your life.Just enjoy every moment cause they will be there when you happy and if you in bad shape nobody would care. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok..enough..i should continue my study.Stop thinking too much. All these are distraction. Focus and view only nice things and think of your mom and dad. Just 2 more days. You will be fine. YA ALLAH..permudahknalah hidupku.amin..pen off!

GrOwinG Up

2008-09-17T01:57:00.009+08:00

This will sound funny...It has been 2 hours after officially i've been dump for 3 years and 5months. Time runs so fast. Leave us behind. Honestly, i knew that I already fully healed and moved on start early this year. Sound pathetic but hey, I did it anyway!..Felt so great that I totally accept the past and enjoy the every single moment right now. It is so much to capture and so much to explore in life right now. What happened in the past just a lesson that never has been thought in school. You earn your own lesson about life by facing problems in life, failures, complicated relationship, friendship and all the hard time that we faced. People who appriciate all this obstacles in life is the one who gonna succed later in life. People who run away and didn't learn from what had happened, i say it just gonna be harder and harder for them in future. People makes mistakes all the time. Most of the time we definitely gonna repeat it. But its okay if it once or twice. If it over and over again, this kind of people they just gonna suffer over and over again.

Well, by the way this is my opinion. Some people may not agree with me. It doesn't matter anyway. Some time i just cannot understand why people keep doing the same thing and yet they know that they gonna suffer more or hurt even more in future. But they still do it. Maybe this kind of people they believe in hope and worth it to take a risk. For me, I'm a little bit scared to take risk. Especially right now. I think being free and get to know people is the right thing to do. The time will come soon. I believe that someday i will get my happiness cause everybody deserve it. It just, not now not today.

I can't wait to get married, have a sweet,lovable and responsible husband. Have a few kids with him, a little family of our own. It is everybody's dream. I love to plan what I want in future but in the end ALLAH decide everything. Don't ever stop praying and always put a strong effort in what ever you do whenever you have a dream and never ever give up. I need to work hard to make sure that my parent will enjoy easy and comfortable life in future. Right now they work so hard for my brother and me. In few years time it is our responsibility to make their life easy. I love my family, my friends and my life now. ALHAMDULILLAH atas segale kurniaan ALLAH...Alhamdulillah....

Breaking News..

2008-09-17T01:35:00.010+08:00

I won! I won! Ha3x.. Can't believe it. Alhamdulillah. Felt so nice after 4 years i stop playing for tournament, i won the match. My team were so nice. From left with the guys, Jian Min,Yuen Kai, Ing How, Lester, Ying Ji and the girls are Sharon,ME, Amanda and Kinne.The supporters were so cool. I was famous for a while cause suddenly people know my name and cheer for us in each game. Ha3x. Thanks you guys.It was such a nice experienced and nice chapter in sem 5. I think this is the last IMU CUP i play. Next year i already in sem 7. Don't think i'm gonna play again. But hey, who knows right?..

2 more weeks to celebrate Aidilfitri. Can't for that. Sadly after 1 week i need to go to Hospital Bahagia in Tanjung Rambutan for my Psychiatric posting. In two weeks time. After that, i'll be in Seremban for another 2 and half months. This time gonna be little bit tough. 1 student in 1 ward and different shift. YA ALLAH,please help me to go through this. I really need to be good in communication skills and procedures. Seriously, i need to know everything cause nobody gonna help me there. It is going to be an adventure, new survival series in sem 5.Ha3x..BEST OF LUCK TO MYSELF!

DAVID BOREANAZ & EMILY DESCHANEL

2008-07-31T16:22:00.002+08:00

I love this video clip and the song too. I love them!!

My Dream Cars (",)

2008-07-26T21:59:00.012+08:00

Aston Martin AMV 10

Lotus Eco Elise

Mini Clubman

Mini Cooper

So damn cool!!...I also like Aston Martin Vantage V8, and Lotus Evora..
Looks like I need a really rich man here. Hahaha!!!!

The Most Favourite Tv Shows

2008-07-24T23:18:00.009+08:00

First of all I'm crazy bout BONES! Extremely huge fan!(",). Below are my favourite tv shows in ranking. Ha3x!

BONES
FRIENDS
GREY'S ANATOMY
HOUSE
CSI NEW YORK
CSI MIAMI
CSI VEGAS
CRIMINAL MINDS
CHUCK
PRIVATE PRACTICE
ER
WITHOUT A TRACE
MYSTERY WOMEN
MIDSOMER MURDER
GHOST WHISPERER
MONK

Most of them are related to science, medical, psychology which include human behaviour and personality, investigation and as a conclusion, they are COOL stuff! Hu3x..You guys should at least watch one of these. Well my taste is always different with others so i don't knw. I found these whole drama series are knowledgable, damn interesting, and cool! He3x...(",)

P/s: Everything can be knowledgable and learned if you want it and grab the opportunity.

Ethan laughing

2008-07-21T16:20:00.000+08:00

He3x..cumilnye! Look at him.. He bang on everything when he laughed. Bestnye jadi baby. They only enjoy what happened to them. Let the parent worried. Huhu.. No need to think what should and shouldn't do, what is right and wrong,they...just being baby. Crap! Don't know what I'm saying here. Just watch the video:)

Sedapnye cempedak..HAHA

2008-07-20T22:32:00.004+08:00

I'm so tired. Yesterday got kenduri and everybody was busy and so the kids. Play all the time and never listen a words what people said until something bad happened. Then only they stop but only for 5 minutes. HAHA. Kids are kids. At the end of the day everybody just relieved that all the food enough and finished. Everybody slept like a baby last night. I'm the one who did nothing felt tired, imagine everybody else. HAHA.. Oh I did 1 thing. I took a part time job as a FLIES KILLER. Pukul lalat sebanyak yang boleh. LOL!! The sad thing is, my mom was having high fever past 2 days and yesterday evening was the worst. She can't even get up from the bed. Kesian my mom she worked so hard sampai demam. Alhamdulillah today morning she felt better a bit.

I ate too much this 1 week. None stop. Just imagine, there were cempedak goreng, durian, rambutan, nasi lemak, kueh my grandma buat..All these very hard to say no. Weekend was worst cause they start preparing for kenduri. Pulut kuning and sambil ikan bilis, gulai lemak maman, ayam goreng berempah, my birthday cakes rambutan, durian again, and at night when mutton curry dah siap, it was heaven! HA3x! Today in the morning i ate roti arab with mutton curry and again cempedak goreng yang amat sangat best! At lunch additional menu was gulai tempoyak ikan patin. Yummy! He3x! Now i need to start fasting again cause last 1 week at kampung i was eating like crazy..

I hope my mom will get well very soon. Gonna stop now cause so damn sleepy.
P/s: Love your parent and thank GOD everyday for what you have (",)

Holidays.....

2008-07-18T23:21:00.004+08:00

Well, usually holidays i spent my time watching tv at home. This time the first week i already had my result which quite scary.ALHAMDULILLAH i passed.. The next day i went to Didie's wedding. Ooopss..her sister's wedding. Heheh..Had a nice time.. Well, there was food.LOL!.. We watched WANTED then. Here was the story where orang kampung saved chepah from heavy rain that day..kah3x! The following week yatie, pube and I went to Melaka again! I have no idea why we went there to spend our holidays. Actually it was a secret between yatie and me.OooppSS!..I guess maybe we don't have friends in Redang Island or Perhentian..ha3x.. Only this time I can watched midnight movie. Hangout until dawn. Nice!..Naahh, I pun bukan kaki jalan pun. Only with them which jumpe once in 1 sem so why not right?? Once in a while kan.(",) As always, the unplanned prgrammed turn out to be the best time in life. Sagil's waterfall. Nice memories. Before we went back to KL, we had lunch at ayie's house. All the way back it was such a useless searched for "cempedak goreng". Ha3x. Poor my friend Yatie. So kempunan. Anyway, we enjoy eating durian before went back KL and threw all the sisa2 at fiqah's home. He3x..Sorry babe! Thanks you guys for everything.

P/s: Love you guys Always. Hugs and Kisses!

For the first time..

2008-07-18T21:39:00.003+08:00

Finally got my own blog..Can't believe myself..Rajin ke wanna write blog..Ha3x! See lah how kan..:) Well looking forward..Hope for better life..

P/s: Spread the love !!