Sacrifice

Looking back at the previous post titled: "I like You".. What I felt then had come to the end.. Watching at the beautiful dance, describe exactly how I feel right now.

Screaming out loud "I want all of these Items!"

I'm a fan!

Wonderstruck Perfume

T-shirt

Bag Pack

Speak now necklace

Mine guitar ornament

Another day Another Drama (^_^)

4th December

I went back home after finished night shift. Patients came non-stop till morning it was tiring but I don't have time to really complaint about it as my mind was occupied thinking about my financial problem and Amie going off to Japan. So slowly after 8am I got ready to go to LCCT. Here we go~

1. A minute I got into the car I received a text message from Amie that she had arrived at the airport. Opps I'm late. Its still okay cause its Sunday morning no traffic.

2. Driving along MRR2 received a call from Kak Sipah who still drowsy. So changed a plan, I got company! Yeay! Heading to bangi pick up Kak Sipah.

3. Singing out loud Adele songs and chating with Kak Sipah. Thanks love for listening. :')

4. Okay reached LCCT. Oh my god, "Parking Full!" Fine. Make another round and being me mistakenly turned left when I was supposed to turn right. Hey, its one way only. Along the road on my right there was so many cars parking illegally. So I was thinking to make a U turn and drove along the parking and reach the junction back. We reached at the junction but there was no way out as all the cars had blocked the road. Very nice. No choice, drove in reverse mode for 500 Meters? Yeah, reached back the 'One way road' crazily drove it off with hazard light on and got 1 nice honk from a old van :p

5. Finally found a place to park my car.

6. Met Amie and Is's family members. Hand Amie her wedding gift. Very simple.

7. While waiting for Abe Loh to arrive, I was excitedly talking to Is and Kak Sipah and he caught my eyes. He was sitting on the other side of the table eating fries. How come I didn't see him earlier? Handsome and at some point he was looking at me, me looking at him, awkward moment. Told Kak Sipah about it. OMG! Aaaaaaaaaa! Excited. Then as usual it ended there. Sad~

8. Finally, its time to go. With lots of love and prayers we all say goodbye for now to Amie & Is. Amie told me not to cry so I hold it. Once she's no longer there, it burst man. Haha. and Kak Sipah's friend 3 guys were passing by looking at me weirdly. Hehe.

9. Drove home kept it together as I was so sleepy. Alhamdulillah, safely reached home pray and sleep.

Sparkling Beautiful Moments

November almost come to end. These past few months I step on those thorns along the path that I chose in my life. Painful, difficult, felt like breaking down but I kept moving. Along the way so many choices I had to make and it was not easy to make decision. Alhamdulillah, last four days I found roses, I smell happiness and started to smile as I walk my way home.

So. Two of my friends were getting married in the same weekends unfortunately heart breaking news I could only attend 1 wedding. No worries, most importantly both brides safely happily married now. Alhamdulillah, Thank you ALLAH for making the event meaningful and smooth. Nothing can make me happy to see both Ahlami & Haniza's Wedding Ceremony went well. Both looked so beautiful and I pray that ALLAH will bless you with happiness and endless love.

So many things happened along the way. Here some of the lists :

1. I can't sleep a night before flight to Kota Bharu, gastritis in the middle of the night. Worst, when I was in the plane. If anybody captured my face all the way to KB, they must laughing out loud. When I landed, run to the toilet and vomited like nobody's business. Fuuhh!

2. I just recover from viral fever and still finishing my antibiotic. Being me I left it behind in my house so no choice had to go to pharmacy once arrived in Kota Bharu. Confidently with rm 25 in my hand I went to the pharmacy and asked for Augmentin. The price was rm105. I supposed my face turn blue for few second at that moment. Lucky Fatin and Abe Ise were there so bought it first and pay them later.

3. Reached Ahlami's home, she was not well had fever stress induced I supposed. Cause suddenly water level increase along the road on the way to her house. Flood. 'Never mind, the nurse has arrived!' Haha. All I did was talking non stop making everybody dizzy. We pray hard, even suddenly it was raining in the middle of the night, we kept praying while sleeping and Alhamdulillah it was sunny on the next day. No more flood, errmm maybe little bit but improved.

4. Friday, Ahlami & Faiz solemnization

5. Went to PCB for outdoor wedding pictures. I just love the end results :)

6. Saturday, Wedding reception (Ahlami). Tear of joy of family and friends.

7. Busy taking pictures, I forgot my lens cap in Ely's Bag. Hehe as usual lah~

8. Sunday morning, body ached. Me and Kak Sipah suddenly became make up artist for the day. I hardly put make up on my face but then I had to make up the bride. Sweat! Lucky I'm emergency nurse, so there was adrenaline rush, and I think Ahlami was praying hard inside and we pulled it through. Fuuuhh. Alhamdulillah and sorry Amie for the flaws.

9. Sunday, 1200 hours Wedding reception (Faiz)

10. 1500 hours Sunday, was getting ready for flight back to KL. Received text for Air Asia flight delayed to 2045 hours. Its Okay, Thanks to Zaki I managed to check in via mobile saved my rm10. Editing photos while waiting for flight and I asked Muaz for keropok lekor that he was eating, he came to me gave me a bite. "kik gi" he said. Cute he asked to bite some more!. Thanks to kak sipah for sending me to airport and to auntie Pauziah and angah for picking me up at the LCCT.

There you go. Some dramas over there. Alhamdulillah may ALLAH bless everybody in my life, family and friends. I love all of you!

I Like You

I like the way you smile at me

I like the way you say things

I like the way you responds on things that I said

I like the way you see things in life

I like it when you laugh at my jokes

I like it when you cares

I like it when you argue on our favorite songs.

I like it when you text me

I like you when you wear glasses

I like you when you not wear glasses

I like you when sad

I like you when you happy

I like you even more when you look at me

I like you even more when you asked me out

I like you even more when you always know to say the right thing

I like you even more when you get along with my friends

I like you but I can't tell you

I like you but you probably not too

I like you but it seems to good to be true

Still, I like you because my heart tells me to.

Things I Want To Do

Spend my time for Thai Massage on 28th June

Buy Simply Siti Makeup Set. Or, mak abah share lah beli kan :)

Ohh I need this another 1. Will buy this 1 soon :)

Buy tripod. At least try get it this year. Not urget

Have dinner at Fullhouse :)

Open new account in Public Bank for Gold Investment. @_@

How Ironic. Want to save money still a lot to spend. Never mind, at least get your massage first. All the best Ina! :) :)

2 years in counting

Photographer wanna be $$$ :)

To Paris with Love :)

I have a dream to go across Europe one day. I want to visit Paris, Rome, Spain and few other interesting places. So I wish that I can go with you 'Mr. Booth'. So from now on I work hard, spend less and save more money so that in another 2 years I probably get married to you and we spend our honeymoon travelling across Europe. Okay? Hehe. So where ever you are now, this is for you :) Cause I miss you but I can't really let you know that.

What if we were made for each other
Born to become best friends and lovers
I want to stay right here
In this moment with you
Over and over and over again

What if this could be a real love
A love, a love...

I don't know what to think
Is this real or just a dream
In my heart is where you'll be

I'll keep waiting till we meet

I write our names down in the sand
Picturing all our plans
I close my eyes and I can see
You, and you ask, "Will you marry me?"

Is it made up in my mind?
Am I crazy just wasting time?
I think this could be love
I'm serious

Boy, you know you really make my heart stop
Stop, stop...

P/s: Who ever you are, take care :)